WTF!!

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I have had it. No I really mean it. Today 7-25-2013 I was served divorce papers. As some of you might know I'm not married at this time. I was divorced from my second wife some 15 years ago.

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No these papers are from my first wife. Yes you heard me right, my first wife. She and I have been divorced almost 30 years.

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It appears the good state of California has lost the paperwork. I'm not kidding, I could not make up this kind of shit even in some of my worst dreams.

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The nightmarish truth to this is my second wife. No I am not saying the second marriage was a nightmare, okay it was not that good. I am referring to the fact that I could not have been married if the first one was not over in the eyes of the court. With that said, how the hell am I being served with divorce papers from the first?

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Am I the only one that sees the irony in this? Come on really? REALLY??

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Now the whole nightmarish past is revisiting me. It is doing so in a manner that is keeping me up at night. Making me sick to my stomach and twisting me up to the point of never wanting to trust another woman. And certainly never ever again will I make the mistake of getting married.

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I would rather spend the rest of my days alone than ever have to go through this again.

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Perhaps I will be the crazy cat guy down the street. Okay I wont have more than one, maybe two, at the most but you get the idea.

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I am coming out of one of the most trying times I have ever had.

Nothing as life threating as the Valley fever, (look it up) back in 91.

Rather the truth of almost loosing my left foot. I have already lost my right hip from the accident of 2-6-10 I can walk, sort of.

I try and not be bitter. It is, what it is. It has afforded me the time to write. I can do very little else.

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I'm running out of good nature about this whole thing. No that's not right I have used my very last nerve on this.

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If this shit train does not stop and let me off soon, I'm jumping off the front and going under for the last time.

I know life is not easy. Will I ever get a break, or is this the end??

WTF

Posted by admin on July 25, 2013