The Outsider.

 

I am an outsider. Not in the “In” crowed.

I've never followed the paths that are hip, cool, normal or boring.

Instead I have been my own person.

Perhaps this is my greatest downfall.

I have been the subject of reappraisal for my vocabulary.

Chided for my appearance and stature.

I have never been what you could call handsome.

I'm never good, smart, funny or dumb enough.

Been a friend that would stand by you anytime needed, or wanted.

Time and time again I have been stabbed in the back for it. Used.

Loved and lost every single time.

I was not made for this world.

Never have I been what it is looking for.